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I’ve taken trazodone since 1996. I’ve tried other meds, but they’re worse. What I find extremely disturbing is the prescription of antipsychotics like Seroquel for insomnia. That class of drugs has long-term metabolic side effects and can cause movement disorders. And yet that’s what my cousin was given.

A lot of neurodivergent people can’t shut our brains off to sleep. I had to start taking trazodone in my 20s. At the time, I was still under the impression that “natural” and “herbal” meant safe. So when I caught a cold, instead of taking Sudafed, I found some Ma Huang at the health food store. I thought it was “safe” so I may have taken a little extra to get the snot to come out quicker.

It gave me extra energy. I started riding my bike to work, swimming during my lunch break, and doing yoga after I got home. But I was more and more “out of shape”! My resting heart rate was 150! Time for another run! Eventually I burned out. The doctors diagnosed me with “nervous exhaustion” and prescribed trazodone.

In the 90s no one asked about “natural” or “herbal” supplements! So no one knew I’d taken Ma Huang for months. It was two decades before I found out that Ma Huang is the Chinese name for ephedra! I’d been taking herbal meth! By that point the FDA had banned it.

Doctors insist that this could not have broken my ability to sleep. It was so long ago! And yet that’s when I started needing sleeping pills. 🤷🏼‍♀️ To this day when I hear people say “it’s natural! It can’t hurt you!” I get angry. I had a gyn tell me that about some Swedish pine needle extract she wanted me to take instead of estrogen. 🤦‍♀️ Anything that has “effects” can have “side effects”!

I did try Ambien. I would wake up to find crumbs on my kitchen counter. My cousin got pulled over in her negligee on the way to buy beef jerky. A doctor friend was dressed only in boxers when he rear-ended a police car at 7-11. People started talking about hiding their car keys before bed.

I’ve tried a bunch of different things over the years, but the trazodone is the only thing that helps a little bit. I still don’t sleep WELL. But it’s better than nothing.

Maryann's avatar

Thank you Mary Anne for this well and deeply researched article. This is a must-read!

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